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Resistance is Futile
Posted by Amanda

Watching the video for “21st Century Breakdown,” I was struck by how it focused so often on Billie Joe. Most of the recent concert photos do the same. There’s a shot or two of Mike and Tre, and maybe even Jason. But the money shot is always Billie. It’s a strange thing about frontmen; they have a magnetic attraction that all the drum fills in the world can’t duplicate. Not that there is anything wrong with being a bassist or a drummer. They’re completely vital to a band. The leader singer just has an edge. They embody the lyrics. They are the disaffected kid banging his head against the wall, or the raging punk rock king of mayhem and madness. Done well, the crowd will eat it up.

In a lot of ways it’s the hardest job in the world. Take a bunch of people you’ve likely never seen before and make them love you. Hell, make them adore you so much that they squeal. (Did you see that mouse? It was huge and it looked just like me!) So you dig down deep into your soul, finding something they can all relate to. Then blast it so loud the whole block can hear. It takes guts to display your diagrammed heart on the big screen. Most people keep that sort of thing under lock and key. In an unlit dungeon guarded by snakes.

So yes, the frontmen get all the attention. They’re also walking the biggest tightrope. In doing so, they give us a communal experience we might not have known was possible. Night after night, across the world, on stages and computer screens everywhere, they play. It’s that moment in “Bullet in a Bible” when Billie Joe grabs the camera and starts messing with it. Or the stories he tells between songs, or the way he runs off the stage and into the thick of the crowd. Always looking for a connection, making sure everyone is involved. Bringing us all a little bit more into the gray spaces of the world, where the intangibly lovely feelings are. Funny how such a selfless thing comes off in the press coverage as selfish.

It can feel like someone is everywhere when really it’s just their words and their picture. That’s the fascination, being so close and yet so far. Giving the key to your mental code to a person you haven’t met. Trusting they will understand. Hoping they do. Waiting for a moment of magic. So I watch the video, and you can barely see my face around my smile. Hey, have you tried resisting a magnet?

October 23, 2009 at 6:27 pm [ Category: Essay, Personal ]

Comment from melly October 23, 2009, 6:56 pm

that was awsome!
thanks for sharing :)

Comment from Delfina October 24, 2009, 12:54 am

I think the music press tends to be jaded, and perhaps they’re right most of the time in thinking that rock stars are only after self-aggrandizement. But what I find so amazing about Billie Joe is the nurturing and affection he extends to his fans, like he knows how much he means to each one of them. He takes the responsibility of being a shepherd to his flock very very seriously.

Thanks for writing out your beautiful thoughts!

Comment from Annie K October 24, 2009, 11:14 am

Hi Amanda,
I’ve noticed, too, more than ever, with the release of 21st Century Breakdown, that Billie Joe Armstrong gets most of the coverage, and the magazine cover shots. You’ve expressed your thoughts beautifully. Part of what fascinates me and what has inspired some of my fiction, is that difference between the public and private persona; and the fact that a fan can know everything about a person (Billie Joe), at least what is published, so we feel that we know them, and they mean so much to us, and they’ve affected our lives for the better, and yet, they do not know us. What happens when we meet, and you meet your hero in a moment of crisis?

Comment from GreenDayGirl October 24, 2009, 4:54 pm

I really loved this. Like REALLY REALLY. Yes, Billie Joe is the sexy center of attention, but he deserves it 100%. Mike and Tre are great, but you’ll never ever find another frontman like Billie Joe.

Comment from GreenDayGirl October 24, 2009, 4:58 pm

Question. Has anyone yet found a shot of Billie where he doesnt make you shriek?

Comment from Amanda October 24, 2009, 7:06 pm

Melly- Thanks!

Delfina- You’re welcome! So true. Billie Joe is so much more dedicated than people seem to expect. Like when he jumped into the crowd to fight that guy who was being a jerk years ago. Damned if he was gonna let some idiot ruin the show for everyone :).

Annie- That’s a great question. I’d like to think it would give you new appreciation for your hero…I don’t know. It would certainly distort everything for a while.

Green Day Girl- Thanks! Billie is definitely something special. And, nope, never have :).

Comment from oldrocker October 24, 2009, 7:20 pm

Really thoughtful piece, Amanda. I think that his dedication and very real desire to give to the audience, have fun, and communicate, is part of what attracts so many of us to Billie Joe.
His being easy on the eyes is a great extra.

I do prefer videos that show plenty of all the guys, though. But unlike others, I thought they showed a lot of Mike and Tre — just not in the end with the full reality part.

Comment from Elly October 25, 2009, 1:12 pm

Amanda, I really liked your thoughts on Billie Joe. I can tell it comes straight from your heart. ;) Not to sound too corny, but it’s true. I loved how you compared it all to a magnet- It really does feel like that sometimes; perhaps you try to fool yourself into thinking you really don’t care that much, but something profound happens and you realize that you do, in fact care. And it’s a bit maddening sometimes, of course, because you feel this bizarre connection to this person you’ve never met. But I guess that’s just a part of the mystery and fun.
Thanks for the read! :D

Comment from Abbey October 25, 2009, 5:10 pm

“Being so close yet so far” is such a great phrase for my “relationship” with the
boys. They mean such a great deal to me and I am one of a
million fans out there. Sometimes that simply gets me down. How can billie joe, tre and mike connect with each fan individually. And would they even want to?
I think money shot billie joe is a natural progression of the band
Delfina put up a video of them from the 90s around Dookie-time and
I noticed how distinctly different the boys responded to interview questions
It was this mosh of responses from all of them at the same time.
I gotta think individually they are not dying for media attention and simply let BJA hold the talking stick if that’s what people wanna see.

Comment from Amanda October 26, 2009, 12:41 am

oldrocker- Definitely. It’s easy to love someone who cares so much, and looks good, but it’s fun to see all the guys together, too.

Elly- Thanks! I know what you mean about trying to fool yourself. I always get pulled back in :). I guess the frustration is worth it.

Abbey- I know, there’s too many of us compared to them sometimes. Good point about the interviews. If someone has to gab, it might as well be Billie.

Comment from Neo November 10, 2009, 12:57 pm

I must say u picked up the feelings form ur heart and put it out here in blog. Amanda this blog is every GD fans delight.
GD has certainly evolutionized our lives. I sometimes wonder where i would hav been lurking had i been not struck with the arrows of Green day.

Keep blogging…. i m waiting for ur next blog..

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